SurrealSurreal sounds like the wrong word to use at times, but at other times it's the only word that describes what I'm feeling.
I'm not sure how else to say this except to just come out and say it. My stepbrother died in a car accident two weeks ago. It was obviously unexpected and a complete shock to me and the rest of my family. Shock would be an understatement.
The day after he died, my dad told me it was the worst day of his life. It was mine too.
Things are getting better each day for me, but I still have trouble believing that it's true. I guess that's all I'm going to write about this now. Maybe I'll go into it all more at some point.